December 2010
26 posts
676 Hours spent
watching my favorite shows.
29 hours and 15 minutes of Merlin
18 hours and 45 minutes of White Collar
39 hours and 12 minutes of How I Met Your Mother
60 hours and 45 minutes of Gossip Girl
42 hours and 45 minutes of 90210
19 hours and 30 minutes of drop dead diva
8 hours and 15 minutes of Pretty Little Liars
45 hours and 45 minutes of Secret Life of the American Teenager
73 hours and 20...
My shows
Lol, I watch the weirdest and most random shows in the world. These are in no particular order, except the first 5 I think. <3
-Merlin is my absolute favorite. I want to meet Colin Morgan one day. I love his smile. I love his voice. I love his acting. I love his sense of humor. Overall, he’s just a really cool guy. I would say I love him, but I really don’t know him well enough for...
I want to be
An okay artist.
An alright author.
A decent photographer.
A good cook.
A terrific performer.
A fantastic dancer.
An extraordinary singer.
With a wonderful sense of humor.
But I’m not. Instead I’m
An okay tennis player.
An alright violinist.
A decent person.
A good friend.
A terrific confidant.
A fantastic dreamer.
An extraordinary liar.
With a wonderful imagination.
New Years
My resolutions are:
1. Stop saying haha, lol, rofl, lmao, :), or anything like that after every sentence.
2. Practice violin every single day.
3. Be confident/stop making stupid low self esteem comments.
4. Be less awkward/more social, which I have no idea how to do, but I’ll find a way, somehow.
5. Get over him.
Precious
made me cry.
Birthday or New Years
I’m stuck. I don’t know whether or not I should go to this New Years Party, or stay home, since it’s my mom’s birthday on New Years Eve :\
Reading
I have to read The Kitchen God’s Wife for my AP novel in English. Fun fun, I hope it’s good! The Joy Luck Club was so good, it better compare, or else I’m going to be really disappointed.
So much food
I’ve eaten so much over break. I swear I must have gained like a billion pounds.
Well, at least 5.
._.
My violin
I played piano when I was 4, and when I turned 6, my grandpa sent me a violin. I quit piano to take violin lessons, since taking both would just be too expensive. I sometimes regret not continuing with piano, but I always get over it eventually. I’ve been playing violin for almost 10 years now. Yeah, that’s a really long time. You’d think that I was good. I thought I was for a...
&&My only hope is that I won't end up like you.
Ever since I turned 12, everything changed for me. I started to see all the flaws in humanity. The ignorance that people displayed frustrated me. The racism that wasn’t left unsaid angered me. I couldn’t believe how amazingly selfish people were and the things they would do to get their ways. I learned more than I ever had that year.
What made things worse was that I saw a lot of...
God...
Is there really a God? I want to believe that there is, I really do. Bu I just don’t know what I believe anymore. Ever since I was a little kid, I’ve gone to many different churches. I went to a Baptist Church when I was 6, we went there for maybe a year. We stopped because my mom never went, and my parents didn’t like how they smoked. Then when I was around 8 years old, we...
Dear Starbucks,
I’m very sorry, but your coffee doesn’t taste nearly as good as it looks anymore. But I still buy coffee from you once in a while, even though I always end up being disappointed.
Love, Sabrina.
P.S, Your coffee is just a tad but overpriced.
P.P.S, I copied and pasted a capital d just for you. :)
Okay guys,
I like people, sometimes.
And on very rare occasions I love people.
I usually only say I hate people when I’m in a bad mood, which is a lot of the time.
I don’t know how to change, as much as I want to.
I really wish
I knew what I want to be when I get out of high school, where I want to be. I have no plans for the future, never have, and I’m not so sure I ever will.
I mean, there are so many different things to choose from, why are we only supposed to pick one thing, for the rest of our lives?
When I was little, I dreamed of becoming a diva, a superstar, a doctor, a dentist, a paleontologist, a...
I want to move
to Manchester one day.
All my family lives there, and I only get to visit like once every four years.
I wish I was born in Manchester, it’s so cool over there.
I want to travel
to Colorado some day, it’s so pretty there. The scenery looks amazing in every single picture I see from there. I also really want to go to Alaska too, I mean how many people do you know have been to Alaska?! Hawaii seems cool too, just so I can learn how to surf and drink out of coconuts :) lol
Breakkkkk
My life seems so dull. I’ve been on break from school since December 18th. All I’ve been doing has been watching countless hours of How I Met Your Mother, shopping with family, eating, and playing with my dog every single day for 8 days… What happened to my life? Where are all my friends…?
Hahahahahah I know what you’re all thinking, I’ll say it for you :)
...
Woot!
I have 15 followers…whaaaat?!
I’m soooooo popular.
I bet you guys all wish you were me. :)
haha yeahhh right. :P
Who, me?
I feel like telling the world about my lame self. Well, actually only one person will probably see this…coffeecarafe…and I’m not even sure about that. But anyway, I’ve covered a lot of the basic stuff…like I’m a teenage girl with lots of mood swings, yeah I get that from my dad (not the teenage girl part, obviously…just the mood swings). That’s...
Realization
I counted all the things I said I love and hate.
The ratio came out to be 94:74!
I guess I do have more to live for than to die for <3
I've decided
That I’m only going to be posting text. At least for now. And I’m not going to be re blogging things. At least for now. I’ve already warned you that I’m an extremely boring person.
So I've been thinking,
I probably made a terrible impression of myself. I promise I’m not the deranged, depressed, crazy bipolar girl. Well I might have some pretty intense mood swings sometimes…but that’s not the point. :) I’m done pretending being that all around nice and happy girl though. I’ll start listing things I love now. Haha, nevermind, this does sound bipolar…only words...
My crazy rant
I hate it when people try to make you look bad so they can make themselves look good. I hate it when people assume things about me before I can even explain. I hate how people pretend to know me and what my favorite anything is. I hate it when people ask me to eat. I hate living this city. I hate everything about this city. I hate everyone around me. I hate every fucking holiday. I hate people who...
I hate Christmas.
I haven’t cried for a long time, until today…twice. Merry Christmas guys, a wonderful time of the year where dreams come true. Yeah. fucking. right.
Oh, and Merry Christmas everyone!
Or Happy Holidays. :)
The Start
I’m terrible with words but I’m going to try to blog or whatever anyway.
I’ll most likely just share what I’m feeling and what I like or dislike at the moment.
Nothing too exciting or anything, this will just be something for me to maybe “discover myself.”
Cliche, I know, but I just really don’t know what I want in life, nor have I ever.
This may be...