June 2011
4 posts
May 2011
1 post
It's really funny
how I have to always stop and ask myself, “did that really happen, or was that just a lie I made up a while ago?” & sometimes, I never even remember the answer.
April 2011
2 posts
Lol @ how I used to give myself hickeys when I was little.
March 2011
4 posts
What kills me the most
is when my emotions are wildly unstable when I am at home. I get extremely happy so easily, but then everything just goes downhill after something so little that my mother says or my father does or even after something they don’t say or do at all. I breakdown trying to hold back my tears minutes after I was laughing laughing and singing random songs that were running through my head. Or I...
WHEN MY FRIENDS MAKE PLANS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME...
slowlyescapingreality:
February 2011
57 posts
Sick
I haven’t been sick since the end of 8th grade when I had bronchitis and pneumonia for one whole month or so. Ugh, I hate this feeling. Itchy throat, headache, body aches, stuffy/runny nose. Fun, fun, fun.
Life at home
is unbelievably stressful.
I totally messed up my eyebrows.
Hahahahaha. Okay, so this will be the very first time I admit it, but when I was…in the 6th grade I believe, someone told me I had a uni brow. I hadn’t really noticed my eyebrows, ever, until then. So I went through the day being completely self conscious. When I got home, I found a razor…& I shaved the hairs between my eyes. Hahaha, but that wasn’t the bad...
Band Concert today
was a total failure. It seemed to me like we were never really together, never played the right dynamics, and missed a whole lot of accidentals. Maybe I’m just too harsh, but I personally thought it sounded terrible. Though part of the reason is probably that we were 300 people playing in the gym, but still. Blech. The parents loved it though, but they love everything. They don’t...
Happy Valentines day everyone!
I hope it was filled with nothing but joy, laughter, …and love, I suppose. I can’t really say anything about valentines day until I actually spend it with a guy I like though, which hasn’t happened yet, nor will anytime soon. Ah well. Everyone at my school was wearing red or white, or both. They were also all carrying boxes of chocolates, huge soft cuddly teddy bears, and roses...
Grammys tonight!
I’m excited. Arcade Fire, Katy Perry, and Lady Gaga are performing! But most of all EMINEM. Haha he hardly ever smiles.
I love him.
baked apples!
I made my first baked apple today! I learned that I had developed an allergy to a variety of random fruits, unless they were cooked, such as: Apples, Peaches Jackfruit, Nectarines, dragon fruit, kiwi, apricots, cherries and probably other fruits I don’t know about yet or forgot to mention. & It sucks because I love fruit…a lot. But oh well. I could get used to cooking all my...
Nothing but all smiles
It seems to me that I have forgotten that no one likes people who are unhappy. & due to my lack of happiness or whatever in my last few posts, I have lost 20+ followers. Haha, well I will try the best that I can to remember to be nothing but happy…
He makes me feel like crap
I don’t know what’s happening. Everything is just racing through my mind. I just want him out of my life. Everything about him makes me sick to my stomach. He makes me so fucking miserable. GET ME OUT OF HERE.
Fuck this shit.
Let’s see how long I can go without eating anything.
I’m sick of everything and everyone around me. They just all need to fuck off.
I want to die
So fucking badly right now.
Nothing seems to be stopping me, but I’m too much of a coward. I don’t know how. I hate myself so fucking much. & Everyone around me probably hates me more than I do. I don’t remember crying this hard in such a long time…
Wtf is wrong with me.
Sixth day
A list of what you ate:
I swear this list is going to be crazy. But I’ve eaten…
Oranges
A cookie
A bagel with cream cheese
A Rice Krispie treat
A Clementine
Fries
Skittles
Coffee Candy
A Vietnamese dish (rice and shredded pork…Com Be(?) but I can’t spell)
Pineapple
Cheese puffs
A biscuit
Chocolate
Pizza from Johns
Sticky Rice desert
A banana
Cheese
...
SUPERBOWL!
GOOOOOOOOO STEELERS!!!!!!!!!!!
lol. jk. I don’t care about American football.
Sorry, don’t kill me now.
Fifth day
Letter to your crush:
dear boy,
Even though I haven’t seen you since the fifth grade, and have probably never even spoken a word to you then, I find myself somehow falling for you more and more each day, five years later. I found you on facebook, and out of nowhere, I decided to try and talk to you. I didn’t expect you to be so engaged in the conversation and continue to carry it...